Well hello once again. I am sorry for that sloppy last post but I hope that you at least took a look at it. Anyway, I am kinda just sitting here vegetating in one of my "moments". Today is the date that I booked a ticket back to Australia but it's also a day that I feel like I want to cancel that ticket.
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One of the biggest problems with me is that I really like living in two different places. I'd love to go back to Australia but at the same time, I have family here who apparently needs me. It's a very hard thing for me to choose. And you might think that I thought 2 hours after I got here that I wasn't interested in anything the USA or Texas had to offer, but then again, I have my family here. So it's just hard emotionally.
I haven't cancelled my ticket but I thought I would go ahead and do that while I decided what to do. Funny thing is that I have had a long time to think about it. One of my biggest worries happens to deal with immigration. Collectively, I have spend several thousands of dollars on migration to Australia. That doesn't even include my schooling costs. I'd hate to see all the money wasted.
Then there's a little extra hope in the relationship department. That makes it that much harder.
I'm just a mess. And I'm a mess while I am taking my medications. Uh huh. This can't be good.
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