I guess some of you might know now that I have discontinued my podcast. I guess that is what you get when you get into something you actually have no business doing in the first place. I really feel I have a voice only for silent movies.
Well, no, really, a few things have pushed me towards the abrupt ending. First, I need to realize that after I move (in about 2 days from now) my time will be limited... like it is now. Secondly, I have noticed that doing a podcast with someone else is about 10 times more fun than it is alone. Well, I would feel bad about doing it without Brandi. And finally, it's time to focus on my relationship, career and scholarly goals.
So now that's out of the way... what did you want?
Oh yes, that's right. In just a day or two, I will be heading off to Australia once again. I hope that things will be fine. I'm excited to see my partner but at the same time, I feel horrible about leaving my family and friends behind. I do feel, however, that absence does make that heart grow fonder. And what better way to prove that than leave them behind for a year or two?
Am I placing my boyfriend first priority over everything else? Absolutely not. That's because I really want to do this. I want to accomplish these goals MYSELF and I want to do something that no one else that I know has done. Why? I need that sense of accomplishment. I need to work hard. I need to feel like I've done something for myself!
My relationship isn't the best. I'll tell you that right now. We have issues. Some are serious issues but we still chug along sometimes unwillingly. But though I might feel like this sometimes, it's still worth something and it's still worth putting some effort into. And until I realize it doesn't work, then I will stop bothering with it. But right now, I'm really okay with things.
I won't stay here much longer because I have quite a few things to do tomorrow. So I will go now. Have a great week.
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